Day 1.... Again
As I drove home from the doctor's office today I cried. I cried because the blood test results I got back said I'm not as heathy as I should be. I had a baby 30 months ago and cannot loose the weight. I know the extra weight isn't helping my health but to hear life changing stuff like I did today is devastating. All I want to do is come home and talk to my husband about the appointment. For him to genuinely listen; instead he seems concerned but cuts me short saying, "so the bottom line is ......". Um, no that's not the bottom line. Well it is but I want you (I need you) to listen to all the lines and feelings in between. But alas I turn anonymously to the Internet to tell strangers about my upset. I pray God will comfort me and help guide me. I've got work to do!